&&all i know is, you've got to give me everything nothing less cause, you know i'd give you all of me. i'd give you everything that i am i'm handin' over everything that i've got cause i wanna have a really true love don't ever wanna have to go and give you up. stay up till 4 in the morning and the tears are pourin cuz i wanna make it worth the fight what have we been doing for all this time, babyy if were gunna do it, come on do it right.

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i am nowhere near perfect
i eat when i am bored
im hoping that one day i wont need a fake smile
i live by quotes that explains exactly what im going through
i have bestfriends and enemies
i have drama and memories
i am an average girl

--im just an ordinary girl, who cares most about her hair.
i usually screw things up, and had the most embarassing times in life.
im not perfect and i am what i am, my friends and I do sometimes fight & a day can pass by, lke nothing happened right.
i maybe the kind of girl who cant get over things easily.
who can forgive but can never forget.
who is informed that everyone has their own bad sides && who knows that herself can be a total bitch.
but when i think about it and take a step back I remember how amazing life truly is and that maybe.
which would also remind me that im lucky to be simply imperfect.

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i wish you knew, 'til this very moment, yur all i'm thinking about. hoping that you know the truth, that yur all i've beeen wanting. that while im going through these toughest things in life, having to have to live by myself, without anyone , with just you on my mind, i just simply wish you have an idea. yeah, life does suck. hoping for something that you know you would never get, having to have to give up the most important person in life, not having a chance to prove your point of view, hearing a group of people cry around you because of the choice you've made, it's just hard. Not having any idea what to do, being stuck in the middle of everything . i just dont know what to do anymore. i'm sick and tired of crying, i dont have anyy single clue on how to let things out. everything seems to be so wrong. none of this seems right. no one seems to kknow how to fix any of this. im so tireed of trying, trying on makingg everything to be perfect, maybe atleast to be fine. but nothing ever works. i cant jus do this bymyself, it seems like im making everything worst.