&&all i know is, you've got to give me everything
nothing less cause, you know i'd give you all of me.
i'd give you everything that i am
i'm handin' over everything that i've got
cause i wanna have a really true love
don't ever wanna have to go and give you up.
stay up till 4 in the morning and the tears are pourin
cuz i wanna make it worth the fight
what have we been doing for all this time,
babyy if were gunna do it, come on do it right.
<3
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proud to be imperfect
--im just an ordinary girl, who cares most about her hair.
i usually screw things up, and had the most embarassing times in life.
im not perfect and i am what i am, my friends and I do sometimes fight & a day can pass by, lke nothing happened right.
i maybe the kind of girl who cant get over things easily.
who can forgive but can never forget.
who is informed that everyone has their own bad sides && who knows that herself can be a total bitch.
but when i think about it and take a step back I remember how amazing life truly is and that maybe.
which would also remind me that im lucky to be simply imperfect.
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Monday, November 30, 2009 8:52 PM
i haven't heard anything from you in weeks . i haven't seen you in weeks too .
fuck this. i miss you . but i know that i have no right .
i always wonder if you still feel the same way i do .
nothing changeed. here i am, still expecting something from you.
hoping you'd realize how much i love you more than she does.
i know its not right, i know its wrong to hope for you to break up but im gunna admit that i still wish that you do .
i dont know how to let you know about what i really feel.
it hurts . its just does so bad . and i have no idea how to do this by myself.
i wanna tell you so much things. but i just seriously dont know how .
i fucking miss you , and i dont know if what is this suppose to bring me. or where is it suppose to bring me. so much unexpected things are happening. and i havee no freaking idea if what's next. i wish i can turn the time around and know how to bring things back, but the sad part is that nobody can. no one cant do it. and that no one is me.
i dont know if what is it suppose to mean about not knowing or hearing anything from you in weeks . all i know right now that its time, to let go of you and stop hoping that the "you and me" will still have a chance back together.
yeup, im still hoping for it. desperate much ? i know . i am desperate for love to come back. impossible? i know. but i know that there's nothing wrong with dreaming for it.
but i dont think that still matters. i expected so much froom those kisses and those precious times that you gavee me when i shouldve known and accepted the fact that there's no "you and me" anymore because you have her. and those kisses didnt mean anything to you. maybe they did, but not the way they did to me.
but waiting , crying, hoping.. i dont think those will lead me to anything right now.
im guessing its timee.
im givving all of this stuff back to you. not for you to throw out or burn but for you to keep , just atleast for memories . memories of the "you and me"
i really dont have the right to tell you what to do but please . i want you to keep them .
including this letter especially from the first to the last tear drop that i shed down my face.
i want you to treasure everything . and i want you to remember everything .
i dont want you to give back anything i gavee you . i gave them to you . so they're yours. you dont give them back to me.
demanding ? i know. never really changee.
take of yourself. that's all im askiing. no one else can take care of you but yourself. no one .
if you do, dont ever change for anyone.
anyone. but change for yourself. i wanna say it so bad.
i wanna let you know so bad. i wanna let you know that i havee eight letters to write, three words to tell you and one meaning to let you know.
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hey baby, give me a kiss
